Sacred Geometry Mandala – Fear


3D Holographic Mandala ~ Audio/Visual Experience

Meditation Tool

Play video/music ( headphones best ), click on Mandala to enlarge full-screen ( in the blueraymusings site, not the WP reader ),

Darken room, comfortably sit or lay away from the screen ( the further away from the screen, the stronger the effect ), fix gaze on the center of the Mandala, relax into the trance state and allow the holographic effect to appear.

Slowly breathe/feel into the Heart Center, relax and go with it.

And…….Don’t forget to smile!

I took an Initiation late Saturday early Sunday morning,

During peak of the Vernal Equinox,

I was asked to go to the mountaintop I recently discovered,

In the North Georgia mountains,

I, the Ego Personality, thought I was going to,

Do some grid work, anchoring in more light,


One should never assume what’s to come when,

Strongly guided to DO something on behalf of,

The Higher Self,

Just BE completely OPEN,

I arrived at the location at 7:oo p.m. to watch the sunset,

And become comfortable with the area,

I was alone,

I listened to music with headphones on for a little while,

And then was directed to put all distractions away,

Including any sources of light, flashlight, lantern,

Only silence in the dark,

I was asked to decree, out loud, my spiritual affiliation,

Continuously until declared with fire from the Heart,

No holding anything back, mean it with serious conviction,


I then walked around the area, by now in pitch darkness,

3/4 moon above casting long shadows through the trees,

37° F chilly air with 25 to 45 MPH gusty winds,

Howling though the trees,

Explore to get more comfortable and familiar with the darkness,

At 9:30 p.m. I was asked to stand in the center of the octagonal platform,

And focus on staying in the Heart Center,

As I did this intense fear rose up within and throughout my body,

The darkness seemed to press against my body,

The trees made creaking sounds like a corpse hanging from a rope,

The wind screamed through the trees like punishment,

Rustling my clothes about and jostling my body around,

Stinging me with coldness,

Someone’s coming out of the darkness to stab me in the back, I felt,

More and more fear,

Body visibly shaking, knees shaking, arms shaking,

 Focus on the Heart 

I calmed down and put my left hand on my Heart,

And my right hand up palm forward,

Eyes closed,

” Fear is an illusion 

” Trust you’re not in danger 

Stay in the Heart

I was then asked to decree, out loud,

My highest desire for the remainder of this life,


Mean it, say it with conviction, from the Heart,


Over and over and over,


Intense fear continuing to move through the body,

When I completely surrendered and let go of the fear,

The shaking stopped, and peace came over me,

The fear would return,

This lasted 3 hours until 12:30 a.m. on the Equinox,

Then directed to stop and go back home,

I was protected by my own column of light,

As well as a cast of Guardians of light,

On the peripheral were Dark Beings,

Moving out of the Heart Center,

And completely succumbing to fear,

Would have put me in danger,

And I would have been directed to leave the area immediately,

I continue to receive more clarity as to what happened on deeper levels,

But the main purpose was to vocally declare from the Heart, with authentic conviction,

To the Universe, who I AM and what I AM DOing here on Earth at this time,

While in the midst of purging fear from the body,

There was much much more to all this,

But the clarity will come with continued growth.

111 , 333 , 555

We ALL hold so much fear within every fiber of our human body,

It’s just not so apparent until it starts to move through the body,

And we are asked to stand in it and feel it,

Fear has to be moved out of the body by facing it,

And allowing it to flow through the body,

It cannot be contemplated out of the body,

It cannot magically disappear from the body,

It has to be felt,

And let go of.

Sound ~ Deepness Dawn – Space Somnium

Artwork & Word ~ Rick Ruggles (Fungi2bwith)

Method – The Mandala is created through an intuitive process in a high energy state, centered in the Heart. The geometry is created using a motion tracer, set into individual layers with gradient colors, and then mixed until the finished Mandala “pops” out. No additional shapes or colors are artificially added. The geometry totally produces the shapes and patterns that arise. The finished Mandala then “tells” me what its name is.



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3 thoughts on “Sacred Geometry Mandala – Fear

  1. Dayna says:

    Congratulations on facing your fear! You’re far more courageous than me. I wouldn’t have lasted through that. I hate being in the dark and always think someone’s out there watching and ready to get me when I turn my back. I hope I’m not guided to do that anytime soon….lol

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